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My own private hell
Kat:
Hi James,
Your problems are no doubt very complicated. I think I was just trying to help you take the focus off of what was causing so much pain, and focus on trying to move yourself toward Christ. In so doing I think it will help your situation all the way around.
But that is it for my trying to be a marriage councilor.
But I will continue to pray.
Mercy, peace, and love
Kat
GODSown1:
Hey!!! my brother James,
Hang in der my bro, I know a day will cum wen U will b lookn back @ it all, Praising the LORD harder! & Louder den eva :), I Pray 2 the FATHER d@ day cumz very very soon 4 U my brother in CHRIST, I feel ur pain ma brother. Trust in the LORD!, I know U do, its da mind d@ makes fingZ! Harder den dey really r az We know! "Nothing is Impossible for GOD!" HE is in Control!, Im sorry brother if im soundn like a broken record, Plez 4giv me if i am, Jus know I Love U brother, & I believe I speak 4 all else here in dis Forum, GODBLESS! U & I know HE is with U, Peace b wit U James.
muchLOVE!! Pera
Shmeggly:
Thanks Pera. I do appreciate what you say, because I know you've been through it too! And I know you're right.
Kat, same thing, I do appreciate you trying to get my focus off the problem and on God. Realize I may not have been rational the last few days, due to stress and lack of sleep. I may not be through the woods, but I did feel like I let go, even though things still bother me at times. I just try to keep telling myself to let go.
Just for the record, things are not any better, but we're on speaking terms. My wife let a "freudian slip" out and said she was leaving for her protection....she then said that wasn't right that she said that, etc. She said she wasn't afraid of me physically (but I know emotionally and intimately she is) but she gets very "threatened" (her words) when we talk and are getting along! Like laughing and getting along! I am not kidding...and I know that has all to do with her past.
She needs some control over things and she is afraid to let me in, or she might change her mind about leaving. She is afraid....I wish she would go talk to someone, she is suffering and doesn't know it, and certainly doesn't know why....but I do.
Basically, God is in control. I have no control over what she does. I am still praying for her healing and being made whole, but I have let go.
Thanks for your prayers....I think I need to start focusing on something else...and just go out and relax!
cjwood:
hi james,
i have been following your thread for awhile now and i can't recall if you have ever let us know if your wife believes in God, and believes that Jesus Christ and the Scriptures are trully from God. if she is a believer is it possible for her to post on the forums so that we can meet her in that way and give her love and support? i know that we have to be approved to be eligible to come to the forums, so i don't know how that would be for her. i was just thinking maybe she could receive healing and support from us. maybe i am wrong in this. i don't know. just wanted to ask.
remember His love,
claudia
iris:
Hi James,
Focusing on something else would probably help. Maybe just to get your mind somewhere else for a while. My prayers will be with you.
Iris
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